Spent every fourth of July alone out of bed,
Never been to a party or home out with more than three friends,
At the same time since I was ten,
Don't think I've ever been this lonely yet I'm getting sick,
sick of myself again,
I only wanna kill myself a little bit,
Never been done drinking,
But tonight I might drink for the hell of it,
Driving myself down to the store,
Just to buy something I don't care for I'm missing out,
too scared to ask when some will appear all I have Isn't it funny?,
If all the sweet at the table go bad isn't worthy of something you call love?,
What joke is on you?,
I found it somewhere else and I'm not even angry,
I just wanna forget and get out of the city don't want you to show up,
At the wedding I won't have cause I'm scared to marry,
I heard it all,
the walls are thin,
you're the world's biggest hypocrite,
Call me a pig for saying things but I'm just saying what you did,
You say you wanna talk to me I know that it's all bribery,
Entertain it for a minute I'll let you think that you're winning over me