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James Ottinger

Rock / United States

James Ottinger is an accomplished Rock artist from United States known for their dynamic performances and genre-defying style. With influences ranging from Adult Alternative to various musical traditions, their music is a true testament to artistic exploration.

Ghost

I tried it,
but everything wasn't so happy about my life.

Please let me cut,
I'll feel better soon.

Because it feels like I'm a ghost.

For something I was meant to be,
all the pain I'm feeling hurts too much.

I couldn't even look at my girlfriend.

Because it feels like,
I failed her.

Please I need to do it.

It feels like my depression is getting worse.

No,
I'm not one of you.

Maybe we can be stuttering,
or maybe we need to make our own decisions.

Because I feel like I'm ghosting everyone in my life.

I hope,
it'll take things,
but make things better.

But it won't.

I tried to cut again,
and I'm blacking out.

I should've wrote a letter to my girlfriend and my,
new family too.

I couldn't even,
but I didn't have nothing to write about.

I couldn't tell my girlfriend I love her.

Sorry for everything.

I feel so bad that I'm letting everyone go.

Yeah, my life is overwhelming.

And I'm sorry about that.

I love you.