I tried it,
but everything wasn't so happy about my life.

Please let me cut,
I'll feel better soon.

Because it feels like I'm a ghost.

Or something I was meant to be.

All the pain and feeling hurts too much.

I couldn't even look at my girlfriend.

Because it feels like,
I failed her.

Please I need to do it.

It feels like my depression is getting worse.

No,
I'm not one of you.

Maybe we met because of you.

But we need to make our own decisions.

Because I feel like I'm ghosting everyone.

In my life I hope,
It'll take things that make things better.

But it won't.

I tried to cut again.

And I'm blacking out.

I should've wrote a letter to my girlfriend and my,
new family too.

I couldn't even.

But I didn't have nothing to write about.

I couldn't tell my girlfriend I love her.

Sorry for everything.

I feel so bad that I'm letting everyone go.

Yeah my life is overwhelming.

And I'm sorry about that.