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James Ottinger

Rock / United States

James Ottinger is an accomplished Rock artist from United States known for their dynamic performances and genre-defying style. With influences ranging from Adult Alternative to various musical traditions, their music is a true testament to artistic exploration.

Ghost

I tried it,
but everything wasn't so happy about my life.

Please let me cut,
I'll feel better soon.

Because it feels like I'm a ghost.

For something I was meant to be,
all the pain of feeling hurts too much.

I couldn't even look at my girlfriend,
because it feels like,
I failed her.

Please I need to do it,
it feels like my depression is getting worse.

Because I feel like I'm ghosting everyone in my life, I hope,
it'll take things, but make things better.

But it won't, I tried to cut again,
and I'm blacking out.

I should've wrote a letter to my girlfriend and my,
new family too.

I couldn't even,
but I didn't have nothing to write about.

I couldn't tell my girlfriend I love her,
sorry for everything.

I feel so bad that I'm letting everyone go.

Yeah my life is overwhelming,
and I'm sorry about that.