I was lost for years looking for a better path.

How can family hurt like this?,
And life is an endless journey of disappointment.

It feels like an endless journey of falling.

Why don't you do anything?,
Why are you always bad?,
Why don't you take care of yourself?,
Why are you so antisocial?,
Why does getting out of bed feel like climbing a mountain?,
Should I give up or fight a little longer?,
Do I have the power to continue and will I reach the top?,
I'm afraid of my own thoughts.

I am confused, I'm exhausted.

It's black and white in my head.

The night keeps me awake.

Why does getting out of bed feel like climbing a mountain?,
Should I give up or fight a little longer?,
Do I have the power to continue and will I reach the top?,
Still didn't reach the top.

I'm trying to understand my past,
accepting all my scars that I've tried to hide for years.

I'm still healing, but I finally found my family.

Why does getting out of bed feel like climbing a mountain?,
Should I give up or fight a little longer?,
Do I have the power to continue and will I reach the top?,
Why does getting out of bed feel like climbing a mountain?,
Should I give up or fight a little longer?,
Do I have the power to continue and will I reach the top?