I'm not saying I deserve you in my life,
but I miss you and I don't,
want you to die.

If you disappear,
I'll never,
again make another good friend.

What's the point?,
I'm not saying I deserve,
love in my life,
but you make me feel safe when part of me died.

I'm not the only part of me that you kept alive so easily.

You chopped off your hair and you got old and I can't remember.

I thought you looked great in my eyes,
but I never said anything.

What a surprise at its strength and I feel like I lost you.

We never cut sides,
it's just the first,
you were when I met you is gone.

But I tried.

How I tried.

How I tried.

How I tried.

How I tried.

How I tried.

Is irrelevant.

You lied.

You never really laughed.

You,
cried.

Cry.

You're so dry.

I should have died.

Hearts of my life, nights,
squares of my life.

I should have died.

I,
can't slowly plant,
to bring myself to death.

So now should I have died.

Take my last breath.

I still can't handle death.

Wake from a past I forget in my bed.

How did I get a boyfriend?,
Dissociate all my favorite things from the wakes much like you.

That's what kills me.

That's what kills me.

That's what kills me.

That's what kills me.