I've been going through some things,
real pain in my heart.

Give a bitch my heart and she gon' lick me in the dirt.

Over some shit she heard.

My bitch don't even get me started.

I've been alone,
lost in my brain.

Having thoughts about shit I can't change.

Sometimes I ask myself,
why am I this way?,
So much things I said I wouldn't do but did anyways.

In a way I feel like I'm letting you down.

But I hope you know in a way that I'm trying to stay up for you.

Trying to stay happy.

That shit don't last forever because soon I...

Start wondering back to my brain.

And think about things I can't change.

And think about all this pain stuck in my mind that's every day.

Then I start wondering back to my brain.

Think about the old times when I wanted to put shots in my brain.

Used to have suicidal thoughts every day but then I met you.

Used to have bad thoughts,
went through a lot of pain.

But going through all of that,
it really gave me gain.

It showed me how the world really is.

You think someone cares and at the end they didn't.

All that fucking shit I used to think every day.

Never thought I'd make it out.

I never wanna go back.

I never wanna go back.

I never wanna go back.

I've been alone,
lost in my brain.

Having thoughts about shit I can't change.

I've been alone, lost in my brain.

Having thoughts about shit I can't change.

But then I start wondering back to my brain.

And think about things I can't change.

And think about all this pain stuck in my mind that's every day.

Then I start wondering back to my brain.

Think about the old times when I wanted to put shots in my brain.

Used to have suicidal thoughts every day but then I met you.