Carver Labarbera
Rock / United States
Carver Labarbera is an accomplished Rock artist from United States known for their dynamic performances and genre-defying style. With influences ranging from Hard Rock to various musical traditions, their music is a true testament to artistic exploration.
Too Damn Heavy
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself,
This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I've had more than I could take,
If I go any further I'll break Every try to make it's just a mistake,
Mistake,
All these choices in my head,
Telling me that I'm better off dead,
The place should be painted red,
But I got a myriad of tests you may die,
I wanna live a lie,
But they help me die,
I wanna be free but my hands are tied,
I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
And what it's so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold I wanna cut myself away from the curse Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wish that I could turn back time To when the past would stay in the past,
But now I feel like broken glass,
I feel so shattered,
I feel undone, give me the gun And put the barrel between my teeth,
Take the magic cup,
fuck your teeth Made the hands of death try to make it slide I wanna live a lie,
I'm broken inside I wanna be free but my hands are tied I know what it's like to feel alive,
And what it's so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself,
This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wanna cut myself away from the curse,
Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse,
It's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
Cause I don't mind getting hurt,
But I'm not here to die It's just a dark desert,
I wanna live a lie,
I'm broken inside I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
And what it's so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wanna cut myself away from the curse Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too fucking heavy to hold,
It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold
This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I've had more than I could take,
If I go any further I'll break Every try to make it's just a mistake,
Mistake,
All these choices in my head,
Telling me that I'm better off dead,
The place should be painted red,
But I got a myriad of tests you may die,
I wanna live a lie,
But they help me die,
I wanna be free but my hands are tied,
I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
And what it's so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold I wanna cut myself away from the curse Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wish that I could turn back time To when the past would stay in the past,
But now I feel like broken glass,
I feel so shattered,
I feel undone, give me the gun And put the barrel between my teeth,
Take the magic cup,
fuck your teeth Made the hands of death try to make it slide I wanna live a lie,
I'm broken inside I wanna be free but my hands are tied I know what it's like to feel alive,
And what it's so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself,
This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wanna cut myself away from the curse,
Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse,
It's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
Cause I don't mind getting hurt,
But I'm not here to die It's just a dark desert,
I wanna live a lie,
I'm broken inside I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
And what it's so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wanna cut myself away from the curse Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too fucking heavy to hold,
It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold