I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself,
This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry,
It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I've had more than I could take,
If I go any further I'll break Every try to make it's just a mistake,
Mistake,
All these choices in my head,
Telling me that I'm better off dead,
The blame should be painted red,
But I got a myotid that shall make die I wanna live a lie,
but I help and die,
I wanna be free but my hands are tied I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
I wish that I could turn back time To in the past with you I could be free,
I wanna stay in the past But now I feel like broken glass,
I feel so shattered I feel undone,
give me the gun,
And put the barrel between my teeth,
Take the magic cup,
fuck your teeth In the hands of death trying to make it slide I wanna live a lie,
I'm broken inside I wanna be free but my hands are tied I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
I want it so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold I wanna cut myself open from the cut Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
Cause I don't mind getting hurt,
But we're here to die It's just a dark desert,
I wanna live a lie,
but I help and die I wanna know what it's like to feel alive,
I want it so bad I could die,
I wanna kill myself over and over cause I hate myself This weight on my shoulder's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold,
I wanna cut myself open from the cut Cause when I fight the pain I just make it worse It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too fucking heavy to hold,
It's getting too damn heavy to carry It's getting too damn heavy to hold