So why'd you come here that day?,
Cause I've been thinking of what I'd say if you tried,
that stunt again.
You wanna show me,
how happy you are while I'm killing myself in balls,
every night.
So now I'm fearful to hear your name.
I get an image,
engulfed with flames in my head.
Over again.
I know you're oh so innocent.
How none of this was ever,
intentional.
But it still,
feels that way to me.
So it's time,
to move on.
Time to sing a different song.
Make it better,
make it long.
For now.
I don't care the time about you now.
But who now,
are you with now?,
I wish you well but how've you been,
since we last met?,
I can't stand the sight of your face.
It puts me in a daze.
I can't care if you live or die.
But I still want you in my life.
For all you've been through,
with me.
You should get a fucking medal or an Emmy.
So I'm the bad man and I know this now.
But it won't help me,
to deal with this somehow.
I've got a film scene,
in my head.
I'm drunk and passed out,
on a single bed as it fades.
To black.