My mind is gonna expose My hand just wanna go out,
To live was what I purpose,
But I can't stop having doubts,
Sometimes I wanna be with the people I love But I still cry cause I'm scared to be alone,
I am scared cause in their eyes I read,
That I'm such a bad friend,
In the middle of the night this little voice Come to my head,
She tells me that I'm not enough And she makes all my hopes dead,
It's like I'm free falling I'm afraid even when I touch the floor,
I would like to ignore it I will close this thin door,
Is there an easy way to fix all that pain?,
So many times I wanna switch off my brain,
Switch off my brain,
My stomach's like a roller coaster Every day is like a no-thriller,
It's like there's no ground below my feet Dispred in the dark,
get nobody to meet,
I would never pivot,
crawl in a magazine I'm a nightmare,
dressed like a daydream,
Like nobody understands what I'm feeling I'm flying in hell,
In the middle of the night this little voice Come to my head,
She tells me that I'm not enough And she makes all my hopes dead,
It's like I'm free falling I'm afraid even when I touch the floor,
I would like to ignore it I will close this thin door,
Is there an easy way to fix all that pain?,
So many times I wanna switch off my brain,
Switch off my brain,
I'm a ring of lies that nobody could see I'm this maddie girl that they want me to be,
You're the monster in my bed You're the fucking voice in my head,
They call you Anzayeti,
They call you Anzayeti,
It's like I'm free falling I'm afraid even when I touch the floor,
I would like to ignore it I will close this thin door,
Is there an easy way to fix all that pain?,
So many times I wanna switch off my brain,
It's like I'm free falling I'm afraid even when I touch the floor I would like to ignore it I will close this thin door