Eventually I'll try,
Eventually I'll eventually,
eventually I'll I'll apologize for it all one day But right now I wanna be left less than okay,
Right now I don't give a fuck about what's left to say,
I really don't give a fuck about any meaning in this situation,
I just wanna lay up in my bed and wonder what it all would be like instead,
If I had decided to better my life If I had decided to just make it right,
Stuck in my head sometimes To stay in my bed sometimes,
Distracted by blurry lights,
Sometimes I waste my time,
Hey,
I made mistakes I know I fucked up but eventually I will make up for the shit I said,
And all the things I did,
Eventually I will,
Eventually I'll make up for the lies I told myself When I promised I would focus on my,
mental Eventually I will,
Eventually I will,
Well,
walk away from the situations that made,
me stress Take away from my failures that I did try my best Understand that I'm not perfect,
It's alright to settle for less I'm not the best I'm not the best It's just a test This,
be cause practice mean perfect Don't retry a thousand times Take a break You should know,
where to draw the line Understand that you're gonna get it right,
Another try Eventually Eventually Eventually You will,
I wrote a note I read it twice I sent it out Send my goodbyes,
I wonder what if I You took my life,
Would it make me stronger if I sacrificed it all?,
Would,
they miss me at all?,
I'm not scared to try Shit,
I'm too scared to die,
Hey, I made mistakes I know I fucked up but eventually I will make up for the shit I said,
And all the things I did,
Eventually I will,
Eventually I'll make up for the lies I told myself When I promised I will focus on my mental Eventually I will,
Eventually I will,
Well,
well,
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