Eventually I'll eventually I'll try,
eventually I'll eventually eventually I'll apologize for it all one day but right now I want to be left that's been okay right now I don't give a I was left to say I really don't give a fuck about any meaning the situation I just want to lay there and try to get to the bottom of it.

I just want to lay up in my bed and wonder what it all would be like in bed.

If I had decided to better my life if I had decided to just make it right.

Tuck in my head sometimes.

Just stay in my bed sometimes.

Distracted by blurry lines.

Sometimes I waste my time.

Hey I made mistakes I know I fucked up but eventually I will make up for the shit I said and all the things I did.

Eventually I will.

Eventually I'll make up for the lies I told myself when I promised I will focus on my mental.

Eventually I will.

Eventually I will.

Well,
walk away from the situations that make me stressed.

Take away from my failures that I didn't try I'm the best.

Understand that I'm not perfect it's alright to settle for less.

I'm not the best.

You're not the best.

It's just a test.

Just because practice means perfect don't retry a thousand times.

Take a break.

You should know where to draw the line.

Understand that you're going to get it right another try eventually.

Eventually I'll eventually eventually.

Eventually.

Eventually I'll eventually eventually I'll eventually eventually I'll eventually eventually I'll eventually eventually I'll eventually,
Eventually, eventually you will I wrote a note,
I read it twice,
I sent it out,
sent my goodbyes I wonder what if I,
Would it make me stronger if I sacrificed it all?,
Would they miss me at all?,
I'm not scared to try,
I'm too scared to,
Hey,
I made mistakes, I know I fucked up But eventually I will make up for the shit I said,
And all the things I did,
Eventually I will,
Eventually I'll make up for the lies I told,
myself When I promised I would focus on my mental Eventually I will,
Eventually I will,
Eventually I will